a msg from cathy to xiang wen

To: Xiang Wen

it keep in my heart for so long, but i knw u cnt even listen n understand it.

cos u never thk abt how others ppl feling at this moment..

stop asking y i love u ......and y i miss u
actually there is no reason..

yes u r ntg..

but i still wish to be with u..
why??

money is important, but dun judge everything by money..

if u keep on put the money issue into a relationship,
u also put the stress to me..

and i will fel tat u jz buying me for the relationship..

From ur view.. u said:
u r not good enuf..

u have no time..

u have ntg,

have no money.. then how to yang me?..

but from my view:

i dun mind u have ntg,

i dun mind ur level,

i dun mind u short,

i dun mind u younger..
...bcos i knw u need more time to learn.
i'll fel happy n xing fu if u wanna yang me,

but i dun need u yang me everythg..

i got my target, i got my strength, i can earn n spend by myself.

cos i dun wish next time i keep asking money from u,

n u ask me back wat i wanna do for this money... i dun like too.

wat i fel from u is:

when u no mood u dun care abt me,

when u really fel wanna chat with me, then u come to me

u gaming too much also u dun really care abt me..

cos u r over gaming...

.. u give me a feling tat, u just care me once in a while..

sometimes yes sometims no.

wat i wan from u is:
ur care,

ur love,

ur kiss n ur hug..

i'll be very happy if u really care abt me and miss me,

i happy when u chat n accompany me,

i also happy if u webcame with me..

u dono actually i very happy when every time u accompany me..

u dono actually i very happy n miss the time when u accompany me for 3days in sg..

u dono actually i so wish to tel u tat i miss u..

u dono actually i miss the time when u kiss me..

u dono actually i so wish to be with u, just beside u..

u dono actually i so wish to get a hug from u..

u dono actually i wish to share everythg with u.. even a cheese cake..

u dono actually.. i really waiting for u..

and.. u dono my tears drop when i writing this too..

how i wish u can come to me and say ' i love u ' after u read this..
(but i wish not too late for u... or else u r the 1 who regret)

when the day u ask me "who am i to u?" i wish to say" u r my bf =)"
....多的是 你不知道的事..